I need no mirror to scout it out,
I'm beginning to think
Now,
I know myself more than yesterday,
And the day before.
I have a little shadow,
A little dark patch on my heart,
I can see it whether I look or not
'Tis felt
Within and without.
I try to pinch it hard, between my fingers
I try to snuff it out,
I've left it to fester too long,
I let it grow and spread all about.
The dark patch,
Oh so clever it is,
It knows its ways around my heart,
It knows me better than I know me,
It cons her again and again,
So 'tis its art.
Erasing, no, it works not a bit,
Frantic, frenzy, it stays put.
This little shadow, this little me,
Disown it? I know not how.
To burn, cherish light and fire,
Set ablaze corridors of wealth,
Scrimp the scrimpers, toggle the hate,
Gear to gentleness,
Let goodness be might;
Watch, watch how it trembles itself
Out of existence.
Linked to Carry On Tuesday - 'I have a little shadow'
