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I was goth today. It felt strangely liberating. It meant I could be however I wanted to be and not have to face any of the ugly, stubby fingers people like to point at me. Yessir...that is my definition of it!
I've gotten back in that race, when time begins to matter. Your pulse races along with every tick of the clock, every second, and a single misstep threatens to throw you off balance and turn your world upside-down.
I want to write in flowing ink, watching the black fluid spread across the page in chinese runes, every dash of the brush elegant and smooth.
I want.
But I am bitter.
No wants with bitter.
End bitter
first
Hard.
Very hard.
*sigh*
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I was goth today. It felt strangely liberating. It meant I could be however I wanted to be and not have to face any of the ugly, stubby fingers people like to point at me. Yessir...that is my definition of it!
I've gotten back in that race, when time begins to matter. Your pulse races along with every tick of the clock, every second, and a single misstep threatens to throw you off balance and turn your world upside-down.
I want to write in flowing ink, watching the black fluid spread across the page in chinese runes, every dash of the brush elegant and smooth.
I want.
But I am bitter.
No wants with bitter.
End bitter
first
Hard.
Very hard.
*sigh*
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Have you noticed its always June, the muggy opressive june, which makes you feel so :S
ReplyDeleteDisintegrate this bitter part it into so many infinite ways, things that it no longer remains bitter. And let the better to gush in to fill the void.
ReplyDeleteI never said I didnt want to be bitter..or to do away with it.
ReplyDeleteyes...but june has shifted into july..its all the same now :(